breezy to a T

breezy breezy breezy
that is me
well.... so i feel really good about what has happened so far with the professor
i am feeling not so good about my diet, did not do as well with atkins today as i had planned, but tomorrow is another day
one thing is bothering me right now.
went online to send the professor an email and i saw that he had been on match in the last 24 hours, that usually means 'today'. then for laughs i searched for him and his profile is still up.
i guess he does not feel that we have enough of a connection to take it down and the fact that he was on but did not contact me means that he might be talking to someone else.... or just looking for someone better... well honey, there is no one better!!

the new me says whatever.
the old me says .... whatever.

i have learned that i cant control anyone but myself. i know how i feel and what i am looking for in a man. i know what i will put up with and what i wont.
it is very soon still to confront him on this but i know that i will soon.
maybe once again... i am only good for sex... but i have hopes that this is not the case.... again.

if it is, screw him and everyone else. and damn me for being fooled. and i will take a break for a while.
maybe it is nothing, maybe he just went on line to see if i sent him an email, maybe he forgot to take his profile down.

like i said.... whatever.
i know how good i am , and what a great catch i am.... i dont need a man to tell me about it
i am empowered by my attitude and by my friends
i know how i feel and nothing any man can say or do can stop how i feel and how i express it.
screw 'em all.
i have got alot on my mind.... i dont need to be bothered with petty jealousy.
whatever!