dream

so i had a dream that i very vocally and in public broke up with the professor.
i was somewhere with friends or co workers and it happened to be the school that he taught at.
he ran into me and parked his car behind mine and found me eating lunch.
came in and sat next to me like nothing was wrong and like we had talked every day since we met. i was trying to have lunch or whatever i was doing with these friends and he kept getting closer to me
making innuendo about sleeping together and all that crap
finally i got pissed and started screaming at him in front of everyone that he cant treat me like this and i never want to see him again. then i go get in my car and back into his car. i move my car to another spot and then went back to lunch or whatever with these friends.

i could barely remember that dream because i had it in the middle of the night but i just remembered when i was in the shower.
talk about closure!

i did not sleep well, or long for that matter, but i am up and clean... this is a good sign.
have to finish my hair and deal with the dog.
i am not looking forward to work but i am looking forward to hearing from the realtor. we spoke a few times yesterday (at lunch and at 5:30) so the fact that i did not talk to him at 9 is not a big deal.... my head will tell me it is... but i have to remind myself of the content of the talks we had and emails as well.... and with reassurance to myself..... i can remain breezy.

i asked him if he gets his mail at the office (cause i would guess that i might have gotten the address wrong if he had not gotten it yet) he said it goes to his mom's house and the secretary gets it every few days and puts stuff on his desk. i told him i mailed him a card, nothing too flirty to be mailed to the office but keep an eye out for it and i described the envelope.

i still think he will like it.
if he ever gets it!

so i guess i should go get ready for work. someone is supposed to stop in today and talk to me about something.... but i cant remember who it is or what it is about.... either way, i am not leaving the office except for lunch.... oh well.