still breezy
different outlook
so if he says it will take months to fall in love with someone
which i agree with, it should take months...
anything immediate is falsely based...
am i willing to give it several months?
i think so.
i think i just need to know if i am a contender
for his heart or if it is just always going to be a physical
attraction.
i will ask tonight if given the opportunity.
drop dog off, go to docs to find out about these health problems i have been having
get josh so he can do work around the house
bring him back to mom's
happy hour with work
maybe the professor later
what happens at the end of the summer when i cant farm josh out during the week?
will he ever want to meet my son?
will he take me anyplace?
all valid questions that deserve answers, but it is too soon to spring those
particular ones.
more breezy ones are in store for this early in a relationship
i save the hard hitting ones for this space
so i can vent and let it out and get my feedback
the connections are real ones
they just need to be deeper and longer, over time
i agree with that thought process completely
because when i do fall again, i want it to be for a long long time
not another short stint in happiness
only to be tossed back out into this crazy dating world again.
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