ok so i might have been wrong about harley guy... because later in the day the computer active within 3 days... so maybe, just maybe he has not seen my email yet. i wrote it early yesterday morning. and sent it mid morning i think.... but i am not going to call because if he did see it and is ignoring it, i dont want to make it even more uncomfortable by calling and putting him on the spot (or me for that matter)
so if he does not read it for a few days and thursday comes and goes, and he does like me a bit, he will probably write that he was sorry he missed my email bla bla bla.... maybe his computer is down again... who knows.
if he goes online tonight and does not reply, then i will know for sure.
sent out more random contacts.... just trying to make initial contact at this point with people who seem to be interested in me....
still no word from the professor but i dont expect to hear from him till friday... that is my guess at least.
at this point i am feeling a bit down
i know there is nothing wrong with me but it makes me feel like there is
with the rejection and all
i could be such a great girlfriend but it seems no one wants to give me the time so that i can show them
it is all so superficial
how can you get to know someone from an email?
you cant
how can you get to know someone from one date?
you cant
how can you have a connection of any sort?????
well, i am not giving up yet. even when the memberships end in a weeks time i hopefully will have a connection or two other than the professor... and hopefully i can have some fun going out on dates this summer!!!
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