start the day

ok i'm up
finally
have to pack, make pink stuff for the party, get William a birthday card before i get to my sisters (good luck with that)
gonna jump in the shower and start my day.
have to fill up the tank too
there is so much to do before we can actually just drive out 84 east.
i am starving too... must have breakfast.
have to cook the chicken thighs that have been thawing since monday... they wont make the weekend without me.
ok ok i will get up and start that too.
a mom's work is never done.... never.

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so we will be leaving in about an hour, just tossing our stuff in the car and going.
i look forward to seeing the cape and visiting with sally. i miss her.
i am glad for the start of this relationship with the professor. i like him so far. i like what we have for a basis so far.
i have no fears or worries that i wont see him next week. it is slow and comfortable. no rush no worries. when we are together i can tell he is into me, and that is all i really wanted, right. someone who is into me.
but i feel there is potential to be so much more.
i can go about my day and do the things i want to do and the things i need to do and know that he is equally as busy all day and that is fine. that is real life.
it is peaceful right now.
it is rarely peaceful in my life, but there seems to be more and more days filled with calm and peace.
i need those times to clear my head.
i cant express right now the sense of peace in my heart. every thing is ok right now. my son is here and not fighting with me
my mom is ok
my friends are ok
i have a man who cares for me
i am about to go to my favorite place on earth
i am about go on a road trip with my son.

all is well right now in my world.
have a great weekend everyone, be safe.