Sunday, July 27, 2008

again

ok i am sitting here thinking about how people are not who they say they are.... people are not what they appear to be
i am thinking about the professor who told me that if he was done seeing me he would call me and tell me.... he would never just not call.
and that is exactly what he did
and if he calls i am not taking the call
and if i talk to him i am going to tell him off... well at least i will tell him that this is not working out.
i hate liars
i hate them
and since i dont know any of these people they all could be telling the truth or they could all be liars.
i am a bit pissed off for some reason and i am way too tired ... i only slept about 3 hours since friday night and i drove alot yesterday... i just layed down for a rest and woke up to thunder and thought it was the next day
i need to get to bed early tonight.

i guess i am just wondering if i can believe anything that the realtor says... god i hope so.
i have not felt like this since pete i think.
not really sure why, but we just hit it off.
and i am a wreck inside wondering if he really feels the way he said he does.
i just have to be breezy

1 comment:

Patrick said...

You know, he wasn't the only one who lied. You lied to yourself, too. You knew that it wasn't going to go anywhere, and constantly said it. Yet, every time he'd call, you'd jump at the chance to go meet him.
Even when everyone said to stop you said "one more time" and he tricked you again "one more time".
I hope this new guy works out for you. You deserve to be happy!