i feel weird today
it has been too long having josh away
i have nothing on my schedule today except to mail cathy's invitations
i dont feel like doing it, my hand writing is too bad
i wish i could see the realtor, i would be happy talking to him for a while, it is too early to call, it is only 7:30ish
i guess i will call at 9 if i dont hear from him first.
i have to vacuum still
and i ate most of the food i cooked the other day so i have to thaw and cook more today
his schedule with his daughter is so sketchy this week and then he is going on vacation next week and as far as i know... will have her the whole week which technically means that he will get her back this wednesday and will have her for about 11 or 12 days straight.... and i will be on vaca too, with josh not around and i will have nothing to do and wont be able to see him at all.
i understand completely about not introducing me for a while but the timing sucks..... but what else is knew with me, my timing always sucks.
so yes i am still breezy but under neath it all i am grouchy that things are not going my way.
dammit.
i finally meet a great guy and my time with him is more limited than i ever thought it would be. i know this is a 'trial' period, but i wonder how long the 'trial' will go on.
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