busy.... thinking

so i am kind of on edge
there is a good possibility that the realtor wont get a sitter tomorrow night.... i am looking forward to spending time with him so much that i really hope that he can.
you know me, when ever i want something, it NEVER happens.
although earlier when the phone rang i ran across the room to get it thinking 'this will be jean, it is afterwork and this is when we usually talk, but i really wish it was the realtor, so i know it wont be him.... because i want it to be him' and when i got to the phone... it was him.... hmmm
maybe the bad luck is gone.

if i cant see him tomorrow i will see him monday and tues i hope when she is at her mom's but i would really like saturday night better.
he was really tired and was going home and going to sleep but he said he would call me when he wakes, but my thought is that he wont wake till morning... he was REALLY tired.

tonight i did 5 loads of laundry in our NEW machines here at rivers bend.... totally cool.
i have cooked a rack of ribs, chicken bacon cheese specialty and brownies.... so i can lick the bowl... wont eat the brownies themselves :)

now i have just finished putting away the clothes and i still have to make the bed with the clean sheets... patrick said i could stop by if i wanted to... i might.
i dont want to miss the realtors call, and patrick has no service in his house....why i do not know.
it is almost 9
i cant believe how much i have done since i got out of work at 5
and how much more there is to be done too....