oh i really like this guy but i have no idea how much time (face to face) i will get with him.
his custody schedule is a wreck and he never knows where she is going and when.
he told me this morning that there is no way he will have any days without her next week on vacation... so if i dont see him again this week sometime, it could be two weeks....
i have no idea how long it will take for me to get thru the 'trial' period, before i can meet his daughter.... but he is such a sweet great guy i am willing to wait....
spent time worrying yesterday, and having bad feelings, all for nothing... in the end he called to spend time together anyway, but it was a surprise. not planned. so if he hadnt, i would still be feeling that way today... but he did... so i am not.... very confusing, and poor jean and patrick have to put up with me all damn day long.... they are saints!
it is a good thing i am getting my act together around the house these last few days.... maybe this is yet another way for me to journey to myself.
i will have a week off with no josh and no realtor. i will talk to him on the phone i am sure... but what will i do with myself for one whole week???
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