waiting

writing again.... only a few hours later
i am second guessing myself, probably for no reason
when i talked to him last night he was going out for dinner and said he would call me back, but did not...
i left a msg around 8 telling him that i enjoyed our morning date and was sorry we could not have one last night as well.... not sure exactly what i said but i am pretty sure it was nothing to be upset with.
i waited till 9 to call this morning and got the machine again, and here it is almost 11 and no call yet.... i am thinking that i did something wrong but when i replay it in my head i cant imagine what i might have said or done that was wrong... i really cant think of anything... but the lack of contact is making me think i did something wrong... this sucks
i am my own worst enemy.
this is going to be the LONGEST day of my life, i can tell it already.
i am going to do some cleaning and bring my clubs back to the storage space... try to keep myself occupied so i dont think too much.