so today i will have to have a breezy attitude at least until i find out if we can get together or not... that way if i am breezy and the answer is no, i can have a breezy comeback... and be breezy the rest of the day....
but i am going to think like we have this date and send out that good karma...
i really have nothing on my schedule today to do, mom wants to go to the store, i would like to vacuum the apartment and that is about it.
it is early still but i could not sleep any more. i will wait till after 9 to call him because that is when he called me last saturday... dont want to wake anyone.
i think if he cant get a sitter i will ask if he could drop her at a neybas house for an hour or so that way we can have lunch or something like that.... he does that when he shows houses so it would not be a crazy idea..... i will see him when she goes to her mom's on monday or tues i think.
but again... good karma.... the date will happen.... :)
i have not set eyes on match or yahoo since tuesday or wed when i deleted the shortcuts. i dont want to know if he has been online, i dont want to know if his profile is still active.
i have been described by the professor as cavernously sensitive, and it is so true. little things bother me, but they not only bother me, they sometimes hurt me too.
and i cant let something that stupid hurt me anymore.
i can tell by his actions that he likes me, i dont need the computer to reassure me of this.
so i am going to go get ready for the day, finish hair and makeup and take care of fluffy.
be breezy, dammit, be breezy
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