again

so i called all the million times i called
and i sent an email too in case he is in the office he will see it
that is all i can do
like i said, i have no worries about the relationship
i am worried that something happened to him
i know i am a freak like that but hell..... what can i do about it
that is how i roll

so i called laurel to see if she needs help sorting and packing to keep my mind off of it
josh is getting fitted for his suit for cathy's wedding today

i am debating trying on the dress and see if it needs to be altered at all. it is a bit big but if it does not look big then i will be ok

so i am off again, to keep busy and try to keep sane
grammy gave me money for my b-day, maybe i will go out and get myself something