it really is the following 24 hours that bum me out the most, i am already getting over it
it is the high of being with him and everything that goes with it
then the crash of not hearing from him or not knowing when i will see him again
if it were during the week i probably would not feel this way, but it is the beginning of a long weekend, possibly without him the whole 3 days
and my freaking birthday on top of it
it is all still so new and i want to have it continue and it gets put on hold.
but the time spent was wonderful and i just know he is happy with me, and i am happy with him.
now if i could just see him once a week i would be thrilled!!!
every two weeks sucks the big one!!!
so i just finished 4 loads of laundry, with a break in between washer and dryer with patrick at chilis, feeling in a low spot so i had a dessert that i should not have had
will have to not eat tomorrow to make up for it!!
not sleepy at all
will have to take another pill dammit.
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