thoughts

i hate not being able to see him
it sucks
but that is life... for now at least

went to see the stingrays in enfield, it was fun,
thanks gene for playing little wing for me :)

i am so lucky to have my friends, if it weren't for jean and patrick and all the rest, i would just be sitting around waiting for a call.... and that would suck!
tomorrow we go to sherry's for the kids party, got the gift cards today, i have like $50 left in my bank account.... i hope i dont need gas or food between now and wednesday.... this is the social security week so it will put extra in the account.... need to try to stick to a budget.... all this driving is killing me... and i should not have taken $70 in wine instead of cash when i went to the cape,...but on the bright side i will be ALL SET with wine for a while. :)

had two beers tonight, i thought i might not drink ever again after the other night, but i am fine and two beers was fine as well.

i told the realtor, (by the way, at any moment i feel that i will no longer call him by his profession but by his name) that i mailed him something i wrote, he sounded happy about it. i think he will like the poem i wrote.... i hope so at least.
cant wait to see him again... i have no idea when that will be.... i have a bag packed and ready to toss into the car at a moments notice whenever that might be.... ;)
i hope to get lots of sleep again tonight.... it is only 11 and that is possible, except the neybas just came home and they are making alot of noise.... grrr....