comfort

a new day
a day that seems different to me
because i know that i have a boyfriend who cares about me
a day that is calm because i am no longer hung over from thursday night, thank god
a day that i am in control of
i wrote him a poem, cause that's how i roll, and mailed it last night, he probably wont get it till monday but i think he will like it when he gets it.
i hope so at least
i have another busy day, hartford with laurel at 9, maybe breakfast, then leave for josh in r.i. at noon to get him at one and then when we are back, unpack and start laundry, get josh showered and then dinner with mom for her b-day at 4 with cathy. oh and i have to call sally somewhere in there too!
after that i am free, josh will probably stay with grammy tonight and the realtor will probably be unpacking for two days and i am sure he will have his daughter as well.
i may go to the hazard grill with jean to see the band, that is a fun thing to do and not a late night.
this has been a great vacation!
i needed it, in many ways.
i needed the time off from everything, including being a mom
i needed the reassurance i got from the realtor
i needed the ocean
i hope that i can carry this peace with me for a while... it is comforting to have this feeling