bummed

a bit bummed
the realtor told me that is does not look good for this friday
i completely respect him as a father, a single parent, he has been doing it like this for a long time.
so i cant push things too much
i know he wants to be with me too but he is kinda stuck without a sitter and without any relatives to send her to.
he said that during the school year the mom takes her more, but .... who knows at this point.

so i will go to the gig friday on my own.
there will be people i know there like jean and gene
but i really wanted to go with the realtor

this situation is making me sad....
like i said i respect him as a parent but i kinda hoped he would go out of his way to find someone to watch her or make the mom do it.

i guess that is the burden i have to deal with if i want to be with him

the professor texted and called again.... asked me to dinner or golf, told him i had plans
said he would call next week... i will have to deal with it then

i am really bummed about friday.... makes me think he might not be able to make it to my party or the wedding either.... that would totally suck.

heard from sally today, just checking in... i miss seeing her, it was great to spend time visiting, we always have such a good time.