i can reassure myself all i want that i am ok with myself
and usually i am
but when faced with losing something that has been making me so happy lately
anyone.... anyone would be sad
i dont know him well enough to know how often he is busy and for how late in the evening...
it is too new to feel totally secure in the relationship if he does not call for more than 24 hours
and yet i still worry and wrap my head around it all
think too much and worry too much
in the end
there was nothing wrong, no issue at all
just busy with life
he did call
was happy to hear from me
will call again
patrick told me the other day that we have learned that this one does call
maybe not in my time frame but he does always call.
that is one of the happy things in my life right now.
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