good place... bad place

i am in a good place as far as the realtor is concerned... i am getting used to reminding myself that there are no problems, the last contact was a great one, and sometimes people get busy, and sometimes they get tired and fall asleep.... shit happens.
he has the dates of the 3 times i really want to go out with him,... this friday, my party at jean's and my sisters wedding.... we shall see if he can make them happen.......

thank you jenny for all your comments and questions, i really appreciate you indulging in your guilty pleasure that is my crazy mixed up life :)

so had good emails with the realtor today.... i am in a good place with him

talked to ryan about that mother fucker pete, i just cant believe it all still.... i think i am going to have a ceremonial burning of his valentines letter he wrote me.... i cant help but feel i was lied to and taken advantage of.... makes me very leery for the future.....

and the freakin professor wont leave me alone.... damn
i am trying to break up with him without having a relationship to break up
it is very hard.
he just keeps calling.
that is because he KNOWS i was a good thing and he lost me.

i hope that the realtor KNOWS i am a good thing too..... i think so at least
i hope so :)

josh spent another night at my mom's and i am alone again... this time it was not that bad
i made my honorary brownies, only to lick the bowl and give the brownies away
finally did the dishes and watched tv.... not much else but that is ok i guess

i am trying to plan cathy's shower and i am about to pull my hair out.... it will all come together... i have learned from the best.... jean, parties under pressure (or in my case parties in a panic)
susan will help pick up some stuff and i will spend all saturday cooking pasta and putting it in plastic bags to reheat the next day
i am not worried, yes i am really, no i will be fine..... eek!