so when i finally got to the point of realizing that i am not going to call or anything anymore, it is in his court and if he wants to stop seeing me cause of what i said, then it was not a match anyway.... when i finally got to that point.... he called.
immediately referenced what i had said and told me he is not ready to do those things... i said i completely understand.
did not take my calls this weekend because of his kids... again i completely understand
i asked if he wanted to stop seeing me and he said no.
currently i am awaiting a call when he gets home and settled to see if i might come over and spend some time with him.....
slow and steady wins the race... jean just told me that and it is so true
why do i jump the gun so much...when it could risk everything....????
so i am completely prepared for him to say that he does not want any visitors tonight and that way when he says it.... i wont be upset.
but i do want another date with him... i dont want to stop seeing him... i would love to see where this goes.
it could be really great.... it has to have a chance though.
today don gave me a hug and i needed it so badly.... with everything that is going on in my head i just needed it to stop for a minute and just let go and be held.
i thank you don for that hug.... it meant more that you know.
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