eek

ok, naturally, now i regret saying those things last night because
a) we dont have another date set to see each other
b) he has his kids all weekend
c) i am a jackass for saying those things so soon

i did call him once i got in bed and he was just getting home. i thanked him for coming with me tonight and i asked him (cant remember if i said 'scared him with my questions' or if i said 'upset him with my questions') either way he said 'not really'.... which probably means 'yes'.

well, needless to say, i am not well rested today, i am going to worry all weekend long, or at least until i hear from him again.... and i am kinda mad at myself for saying those things.
i can tell that he does like me quite a bit but .... you know me.... now i worry.... that's how i roll.