thurs pm

me again. no news on the boss' mom. i hope she is not in any pain.
waiting to hear from patrick for a visit, should hear soon, was not feeling well but was not sure if it was a cold or allergies.... my jewelry party postponed so i can see him tomorrow night if he still wants to.
mike law is playing in manchester, might see if he wants to go see them...
fathers day is coming... going to go to the cemetery in stafford for scott then stop and see if dad w is around and then go to hartford for my dad.
busy sad day for us. josh should call jer too.

overall i am doing good... i feel better about myself and me and patrick so far.

mike b is in the air.... hope he gets there safe and sound.
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well no patrick tonight, he is not feeling well but we will see each other tomorrow night... he is going to happy hour with some people after work, i have a feeling the 'people' is a woman, cause if it was a guy he would say 'some guys', but he said 'someone'.... but anyway... i am secure with myself and how i think he feels about me.
he said he did not want to disappoint me but he was not feeling his best. i understand.... i told him to get his rest and he will call me tomorrow around 7pm.... i hope.
if not....who knows when.
but i am not going to do this to myself.... he likes me, i know he does... he is just under the weather.
gonna go to the library and see about more movies....