it is amazing how at peace i feel today.
laurel told me today that i am the healthiest today than i have been in 11 years.
i really think i am ok now.... or at least for now.
i love what has started with the professor but i know it is all too new to be 'anything' and i like that he is mature and able to speak clearly about how he feels and how he is going about this... i think if people had told me that they are taking it slow and wont be calling too much, then i would not be so hard on myself
i am feeling really good about my situation
i really like my circle of friends and they take good care of me when i am down or need help
they are supportive and i appreciate that.
i would like to see where this goes with the professor but i also know what i want in a relationship and what i dont want
i can feel secure in telling him just how i feel
this new being sure feeling is odd to me
sure it is true, in a few days if he does not call me i may just freak out
but i have high hopes that i will not.
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