this kid is going to drive me crazy
i know he is only being a 13 year old and i know it only gets worse but being a single parent SUCKS!
i want to cry all the time, but i dont
i want to slap him, but i dont
i want to run away, but i dont
i do so much for him and it makes me crazy that he acts the way he does.
i suppose it could be ALOT worse, he could do drugs or run away or get girls pregnant...
being mouthy is the least of my worries, right?
well i sure as hell dont feel that way.
on a lighter note, the professor wrote to me to ask when he could come see me this week. i told him basically any day but today.
we shall see if he calls, i think he will.
i am not worried about it.
this is a reverse situation for me almost... i dont really have any worries that he will call or want to see me, i just worry that maybe it wont be like i planned in my head.
i pictured lots more of last sunday
i am not sure if that day was just a fluke or not.
i hope it was not... i hope it was real and the real professor.
that day he did everything i wanted and said everything i wanted, it was wonderful.
and it came so easy.
i want more of that.
who wouldn't?
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