why is it that i dont think i am worth a relationship with a nice guy?
why does this all matter so much to me?
why cant i just let it happen?
when do i finally let go and say, ok if he wants me he will call me?
maybe that day is today....
i called, left a breezy message last night and basically put it in his court
how long do i wait
how long can i wait
if i did not like him so much none of this would matter, but i do
i am off to walk to get my coffee and then to church and then to lunch with wendy
i pray for the patience i need, want, desire to have this day.... and every day.
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