again, trepidation, today could be the day of a dear ones passing... i only pray that she is peaceful... i am such an emotional wreck these days i dont know how i will react.
all i know is that she is a lovely woman and these boys are like family to me. 25 years.
i think i slept ok last night.... trying something different with my makeup today... it is so hot lately and the makeup i am using just sticks to my face and makes me feel like i am wearing a mask.... i am going with powder today... hope i dont look like 1) a geisha or 2) just plain stupid. makeup is meant to hide flaws but powder does not do that.
going to mention to laureen if there is a possibility that she might postpone the party... if so, i hope that i can see new patrick tonight and tomorrow.
if not, i will see him tonight, i hope, if work is not too crazy for him, and maybe sunday too.
will have to get him a fathers day card... he seems like a great dad to his kids..... our sunday will be spent at cemeteries. i think i will bring josh to my dad's too, since i found it now :)
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