ok apparently i need to mention every time someone is nice to me... patrick
thank you for inviting me to go to wings to get out of my house for a while.
i really do appreciate all the support from my friends... i thought you knew that already....
i am feeling good this morning.... confident.... overworked (even though i am not even there yet)... a bit stressed because of all the stuff we have to get done this week.... but not stressed about men. and that is the key here.
i am wondering how this will pan out with the professor.... i dont know where it will go, and how long it will take to get there. i am looking forward to a good relationship, well rounded, full of love someday. the connection we felt last sunday was great.... i just would like to have more time with him to see if it is for real.
i shot him a short email last night telling him i hoped he had a good weekend and that i was thinking of him.... i am content with that. he knows i am going away on friday for the weekend and said he would see me before i left.... we shall see if that pans out.
when i first met him i had envisioned future dates with him, out to dinner, seeing a band maybe blues or jazz, dinner in, going to the beach house.... i have yet to ask him what he is looking for... i mean i know what he wrote to me and that is all wonderful and beautiful, but getting to that point takes time....
i will be curious to see where it goes, if it goes. it is in his court right now. and i am ok waiting for the volley back.
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