ok with lots of feedback from my friends i think i see more clearly where i am headed.
out of 7 people contacted.... i have two (1 has not replied at all) (1 said thanks but already has someone) and (3 looked and did not reply... fuck 'em)
the professor and a guy from enfield.... and non existent patrick....
ok so i guess i am back in the pool... the dating pool.... treading water, you know how much i hate to tread water....
if nothing comes of the professor and the guy from enfield.... i will have to put myself out there and contact more people... argh!
i am getting tired of all of this.... i really think the person i am looking for does not exist. i was spoiled with pete and now i am tainted to think that someone else might be out there like that.... and apparently there is no one like that.
luckily i have great friends who put up with me, and i do mean put up with me... because if i were them i would be sick to death of me by now! they are saints... you know who you are!!!
and i have my family to keep me busy all the time.
i am trying to spend time with josh now before he disappears for the summer.... but we still argue all the time.
i am getting sick of that too but i know i have years of that ahead of me.
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