Wednesday, June 18, 2008

oh i dont even know anymore

i know i like new patrick... but i emailed him and he did not sign on to his email today... and did not call either.... i cant figure him out... i cant tell if he really likes me and just does not know how to show it... or what?

i emailed more people today... just to see if i get any reactions.... probably not... but worth a try... have to use it before it is gone on 7-29!

all i know is i am on the verge of crying... i am so sick on not having a special someone in my life that i can lean on or someone who is crazy about me.
i mean pete was not something to judge by because he was totally into me and had tons of time on his hands to call me 24/7 and pay attention to me. so that is what i want back but i cant get that because it was unrealistic!

but i do want someone who is noticeably into me.
is that so much to ask really? i dont think so!

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