hopes

i am so looking forward to meeting the professor today
i have high hopes for this one. i will be crushed if he turns out to be an alcoholic.... and that would be the biggest crushing blow there could be.
i wont know right away either.
you can kind of tell by what a man drinks if he is an alcoholic.... scott could have been because his drink of choice was hard liquor. frank could have been because he went right for red wine. new patrick could have been because he had enough booze to mix tons of drinks and he always had beer in the fridge.... but none of them showed it to me because i did not see them enough times. i saw scott about 5 times total and he drank 2 of them. new patrick i saw about 6 times and he drank all of them but only one drink.
you cant tell by their accomplishments either if they are an alcoholic because there are some pretty accomplished alcoholics in this world... nothing is safe until i put my stamp of approval on it.

so here i sit with high hopes and i really hope it is not dashed away.
it is 7 and i am going to jump in the shower and start my day.
he emailed again (i have to say his attention to paying attention is quite good) telling me he would call after 8am and if the weather is good then RI will be a go.
the weather is not supposed to be good so i hope he does not cancel. i will drive in the rain... i dont mind the beach in the rain... but i did not write those things... i will let it happen the way it happens.

still no word from anyone else.
maybe this is god's way of not confusing me like when i had 3 of them on the line... maybe it is his way of showing me this is a better choice than the others.....
maybe they will all start to talk to me after i have met the professor and decide that i like him, just to confuse the crap out of me.
life IS a funny thing....